Gray's Stomping Grounds...

I'm Gray! I'm 19 and I'm based in the UK and have been living here since 2014. I am a agender lesbian and I use any pronouns. I am a artist and I usually draw critters, dragons and sometimes I draw furries too I guess. I love my PS Vita a lot.I one day aspire to live off of my art or work in a record shop... Either works.This site is my personal site where I ramble about whatever I please, usually about me or my interests. I try to update this site periodically. This site is just a yapfest.This site is best viewed on desktop.

CONTENT WARNING FOR THIS WEBSITE: blood/gore, horror, nudity, flashing lights and eyestrain.

Use the buttons below to navigate the site! (also theres a button that goes to my commission info :)

About me...

I've been an artist for as long as I can remember. I've been drawing weird dragon-looking things and critters for years, however I only started taking it more seriously around late 2020.I only recently realised I am agender. I think I realised this around late 2024/early 2025. I used to be non-binary since 2020, but the more I thought about it I realised I don't particularly give that much of a shit about my gender? I liked the idea of more so just presenting myself how I felt most comfortable without me being labelled as anything or fitting into binaries. If anything I want people to actively be confused about my gender, I get a massive kick out of it.
Play my gender riddles.I am a furry and have been since about 2018, I have gone through several fursonas before I settled on Bile about 4 years ago. I think me being a dragon kid in my childhood contributed to this juuust a little. I wont outwardly label myself as one due to the negative conation the general populous has towards furries. I would like to have a fursuit in the future of Bile and attend conventions/events however at the minute this feels like a pipedream.I like the PS Vita a lot, it's my favourite console. I used to have one when I was younger and I was fucking entranced by the thing. Unfortunately a family member decided to throw it into the sink and drown it in water after we got into a spat. The thing was fried. Either way, in 2025 I got one during a bunch of medical scares and a huge dip in my mental health. It helped, I played Kurohyou on it (a PSP game on a Vita? How scandalous..) and it took like 4 months for me to finish but it did uplift me a bit. I modded the shit out of the thing and I plan to hold my music library on there one day once I get a better storage card. I also want to have a flip-phone and not have to use this absolute brick of a phone that I have.
I also have a 3DS XL that I got earlier in the year but I only got it cuz the Vita can't consistently emulate DS games YET and wanted I to play Pokemon Moon on it cuz I never had the chance to when I was younger.I love video games, though recently I haven't had much time to tend to them outside of my console games due to life stuff. Currently I am replaying Flower, Sun, and Rain as part of my Kill The Past replay. This time I'm doing it based in the generally agreed upon order of the games. I don't like doing all the math puzzles in F.S.R it feels like I'm waterboarding myself...
My favourite games currently are: Neon White, Voices Of The Void, Yakuza series ( I liked Y5 I Am Sorry.), Lost Judgement, Kurohyou (both of them), Madworld, Disco Elysium, Cruelty Squad, Signalis, Romeo Is A Deadman, The Silver Case, The 25th Ward, Flower,Sun and Rain, killer7 and Bayonetta.I like movies and shows but I would say my taste is kind of basic cuz I haven't had the time to do much watching.. I like: The X Files, Breaking Bad, Trainspotting, Paprika, Perfect Blue, Dorohedoro, JJBA, Fight Club, Hot Fuzz, Shaun of The Dead, Akira, Camp Miasma, The Grand Budapest Hotel, The Walten Files, Backrooms, Requiem For A Dream, Plauge Dogs and House M.D.Other stuff I like are: the winter, utility poles, car parks, rain, bugs, fish, dragons, parasites, orange-flavoured chocolate, mandarins, CDs, 2000s/2010s tech, collecting physical stuff of media I like, can tabs, metal bottle caps, DIY, aliens, god-awful bootlegs, Pokemon TCG (I COLLECT AND I PLAY BULLSHIT DECKS LIKE KINGAMBIT!!!!), Wimpod, Kingambit, Girafarig, Toxtricity ,collage, spider solitaire, rollerblading, abandoned buildings, peach ice tea, public transport, kvass, Irn-Bru, tunnels and stamps.There is quite a lot I wish to do, but not much I can do because I am a unemployed BUM!!!!!
GET ME OUTTA HERE!!!

Music...

To say I like music is a understatement. I personally think I'm crazed about these vibrations moving in the air. A dream of mine at the minute is to work in a record store, while I'm not huge on vinyls I'd be working with music a lot and I love organising shit so much.I enjoy collecting CDs a LOT. A lot of the ones I own I thrifted in charity shops or bought second hand from a local event that happens every month. I own about 127 CDs (+6 bootlegs I made) if I did my math right. I also own 4 cassettes and my favourite item in the entire collection is the 2018 The Ugly Art cassette.

My current set up is not good... I use a all-in-one stereo system so the quality is ehhh. Not the best. The system I have is a Panasonic SC-DM202. I'll probably make a more dedicated system once I move out and have this one for the kitchen or something. I also have a old ass Sony CFD-E100L boombox for reading cassettes.I consider myself to be one of those people who will listen to just about anything if I'm in the right mood for it (except country, vocaloid or mainstream pop...). The main general generas I listen to are experimental, electronic, alt rock, indie, industrial, shoegaze, breakcore, hip-hop, new wave and digital hardcore. If it wasn't obvious by now I fucking love Machine Girl... I've gone to two of their gigs and plan to go to more if they ever tour in the UK again.My other favourite artists are Slowdive, Aphex Twin, Underworld, The Garden, Boards Of Canada, haircuts for men, Bjârk, The Cure, Massive Attack, Car Seat Headrest, Femtanyl, Yves Tumor, Panchiko, Death Grips, bôa, Mother Mother, Jamiroquai, Depeche Mode, Кино and Blood Orange.I moved away from streaming my music about late 2025, and it has honestly made me much more in tune with the music I listen to and more intentional with what I decide to play rather than just passively listening to everything. It took me about a straight week to build my current music library by ripping my CDs, buying stuff of Bandcamp and uh. SoulSeek.If you are reading this and you are streaming your music ,especially if you use Spotify, I highly implore you to consider looking into options of moving away from Spotify/ streaming altogether. Spotify is honest to god one of the worst music streaming services out there right now (paying artists not even a quarter of a cent per stream, horrible updates, AI slop problems, CEO investing in AI military start-ups with the money from Spotify etc.)
I recommend starting by buying a album you like in your desired format from a record shop or buying one from the artist directly. Or making a bootleg!!! Other things I recommend are: Bandcamp, local record shops, local thrifts/charity shops,Discogs (please be careful about pricing, some people overprice things to shit lol), Ebay and SoulSeek.Just. Don't use YouTube to MP3 converters, the sites are sketchy as shit...
(or don’t I'm not your parent!!)

ALBUM OF THE WEEK (25.9.26)

Get Ready (2001)
New Order

Apologies for not updating this section for a almost a month.... got super busy and miserable and didn't have time to tend to this ugh.

Favourite Track(s): Crystal, 60 Miles an Hour, Turn My Way, Vicious Streak, Primitive Notion, Someone Like You, Close Range

Sonas...

These are characters that are very important to me and represent me.

FUCKER- truesona

Fucker is what I would call my "truesona", they represent me directly. They do not have a set design, I just draw whatever shapes I think are fun and what I feel like drawing in the moment. Fucker doesn't really have a name, I just call it crude things for shits and giggles..

BATSU- mascot

Batsu acts as a mascot for me and I will probably make some little trinkets of them in the future. Evil thing that eats raw meat.

BILE- fursona

Bile is my fursona, they aren't much different from me. I view them as basically just me but if I was a dragon-thing. They dress the same as me, act the same as me and share the same interests as me. I would like to commission a fursuit of them in the far future.

Red Paradise...

Red Paradise is my personal headworld/project/main thing I think about. It is heavily based on dreams that I have had about the place. I have been working on it since about 2022 and it has gone through a lot of stages. At the minute I feel as though I am finally finalising the actual world-building stuff and can now focus more on character related stuff.The main premise comprises of a weird mutation that occurs in a parasite local to a island called Redbury. Said mutation has caused the parasite to be able to make the host's body its own, consuming the brain and turning it into a primitive state. In this state the parasite starts to outgrow the host's body and contour it to something grotesque. It then begins to seek out food, be it a animal or another person. Due to this a department was formed to exterminate and research strays called the Extermination Assistance Department (E.A.D for short or nicknamed just as "the department" between employees.)
A lot of the information I have written about this can be found on a Toyhou.se profile that I update periodically whenever I have the time. It can be found below.
(You need a Toyhou.se account to see it)

I aspire to maybe make a game of it at some point, however not any time soon will I begin learning coding cuz of how fucked stuff in my life is at the minute.But in the mean time I will draw stupid character interactions and other concept stuff until everything has been sorted out.

this shit is a placeholder sorry i need to draw a asset for here

Frequently Asked Questions...

"What do you use to draw digitally?"

I use a 5th Gen 12.9 Inch iPad Pro and a Apple Pencil. I use Procreate to draw and Procreate Dreams to animate. As for brushes I use a large variety as I experiment a lot. However I mainly gravitate towards brushes I made (can be found on my Kofi free of charge) and the Procreate Pencil. If there's a specific artwork I did that of interest, ask and I'll be able to tell you what brushes I used.

"What do you use to draw traditionally?"

I currently am using a Artway Pocket Leather sketchbook (about the size of my hand) as my main sketchbook. As for materials I mainly use Faber-Castell Goldfaber pencils, Posca Paint Pens and Uni-Pin Fine Liners. For collage materials, I collect primarily 1980-90s National Geographic magazines as I think the photography and contents of them is very interesting visually.( I stole a lot of them from my secondary school art class....). But I do also collect random books/guides and magazines from charity shops that I think looked neat as well keeping any trash I thought might be nice for collage (wrappers, receipts etc.) .I then also scan anything I draw traditionally using a Canon MG2450 printer. If there is a specific thing I drew that your interested in and are unsure of, shoot me a question and I'll be able to detail it more :3

"How did you get into art/improve at art?"

I am self taught. Truth be told I never really took any classes and if I did I rarely enjoyed them because my teachers thought that digital wasn't a real medium and thus put me down which in turn made me not like taking art as a subject... Due to this I genuienly did not draw traditionally for like 5 years lmfao..
As for improvement, draw all the fucking time. Doesn’t matter if you think it looks like straight garbage, keep drawing. Doodles, fully rendered pieces, whatever. KEEP DRAWING!!!!! The more you draw the more you understand your medium and can optimise your workflow/understanding. I also sometimes do figure drawing to study using the Line Of Action site and I experiment a lot with my mediums. Fuck around and find out. Also build a massive visual library of all sorts of things. Go take a long walk, look around you and observe everything around you. Go look at nature magazines. Maybe even look at concept art for a thing you like.

"What inspires you?"

Straight up everything I see will influence me one way or another as it gets added to my visual library. I love looking at shit and seeing how it is made/drawn, I have a personal archive of shit that I like to look at on my external drive. But if I had to narrow it down to the main things that inspire me it would be The Silver Case/25th Ward (fucking love the art in these games), Voices of the Void, music I listen to, art from the Pokemon TCG, Signalis, concept art of things I like and my friends/mutuals (love u guys ur so cool).

this shit is a placeholder sorry i need to draw a asset for here